Fallin in Care

Just trying to save you, scared and worry you'll do something stupid. But reality I got this. Very fvckin nice situation that I've got.
Just trying to save you, you know what the reason why I do. But that is all doesn't work, is that right? and I'm giving up right now.
Wait, I'm not full of giving up. I'll TRY still to watched you, notice you, and the end I'll always say "do what you want, do what you think right". (No think left. OK.  HAHA)
When we 1st met, when I know your story, your life, your rule, your pain, your secret and your darkness. I'm FALLING IN CARE with you. I wanna tell to you how lucky you are between my story, in the other side I really want to tell who I am, my story deep darkness that you have. SKIP IT, back to you !
When I say CARE, is that mean I really fvckin care. No FAKE !
That's true, that's the truth.
You say that you know who I am, if that right you can feel and got it, got what I mean, got the reason.
I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I just TRY to keep the feel of CARE stay on my mind for you, TRY to not become FLAT.
When you cried on my side, I don't know what I feel. What are you crying for? Is that real ? Or fake? I can't to different it. I just wanna hold and hug you, make you cooling down, make you save beside me. I can't see you cry for twice. Just once.
And when you say "I only have 8 months, short time. I just want to be with you and by your side" do you remember that? You try to make me say a promise, but I can't. I can't make a promise. I can't promise that I will always by your side. but in the other side I still try to realize what you want. Because what, gue mah gampang belakangan.
You know that, right? Haha.
Start now, let's together having fun. Make the world more colorful.
Forget your pain, forget your heartbreak, forget about anything.
I'm here for you, I care to you. I can't see you falling down.

But. If you wanna that I must go. I will go.